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ah the zoo was so much fun yesterday except i am so tired from yesterday then working all day today. tomorrow i have work again at 10:30 and i am off tomorrow evening. maybe i'll sit by the pool since it's open tomorrow. i'm going to go out for lunch or so with priya first. then to the pool. i'm trying to enjoy my little break from school instead of thinking about what's due on monday.
i have things to do this week that i've been meaning to do for like the past two weeks and things just keep popping up so i can't get them done. i've been at davey's all weekend which doesn't help but i've really enjoyed myself anyway. i will get things done this week and hopefully work out. haha.
lets see..
monday- work..and do the stuff i was going to do today but didn't
tuesday- work..do some stuff
wednedsday- work..do even more stuff
thursday-work..shopping and out to lunch with grandpa
friday- work in the am
saturday- my day.
sunday-work
ew..i haven't really realized that i work 6 days a week. it sucks though to work so much just to pay the bills and be able to save money.
uhhh
one more week and i weigh myself again. see if i lost anymore weight.
i think i want to get a certification in spanish. i might look it up on ku's distance learning thing. hmmm..
i got my offical acceptance letter from wachovia. my first day is june 1 at 8:30. i'm so excited.
i have a 3.53 GPA bitches! i'm so happy about that.
i made 200 dollars last night. hells yea.
now...hmm...i'm going to go off and do my things.
i got no sleep last night what so ever. i had some of the scariest dreams too. it gives me the shivers. i don't even want to think about it. yesterday dave and i went and bought our plants for our garden then went searching for 3 hours for this house i was interested in. but we couldn' t find it. it sits on 5 acres out in the country. ahh i love it and i want to see it. it would just be too far of a drive to work and school everyday.
so now today, i'm off to work here very soon. i don't feel like working a double today. i mean i do, but i have things to do today. oh well. maybe tomorrow i'll do it. i've been off the past 2 days. which was nice but i got nothing done at all cause i spent all my time with dave but that's okay. i love being with him adn it gave us time to spend together. unless someone asks me if they want me to work for them i will. maybe in section 3 or 7. hmm..maybe. i hate all the bullshit they give us about overtime though. like get over it. at least some of us want to be there to make money. anyway, lets see, i'm going to walmart and i'm going to buy little plants for my own house and keep them in pots. just a few. not many. i want my own garden at my house.
exactly 2 months till the beach.
i'm going to eat all fruits, veggies, seeds, and nuts.
i'm going to be ancient.
no meat.
ah. bitch.
i can do itttttt.
oh i gues i won't drink either.
ha.
and i need to go to the grocery store today.
may 15- 152.4
ballin.
so my summer break has offically began until june 1 when my new job at wachovia starts and my summer classes start. i'm going down to the college today to go and get my books returned from the spring and see if they have any used books for the summer. i had to buy all NEW books. ridiculous. my grandparents are paying for my summer books though. i'm really excited about that.
i'm finally doing laundry. good lord. im on my third. and i'm not done. hah
things to do things to do...
so i had a good day today. made 175. yay. i'm excited about that. i work another double tomorrow. it woudl be balls to make that again.
i've started reading skinny bitch. uhh yea. my outlook on food now is completely new. i'm a skinny bitch. ha.
i would love to be one.
i feel like playing mario brothers on wii. davey got me connected to my internet on wii. i'm so excited. yay.
i weight 156.6 pounds. it bothers me. i'm going to the gym tonight.
mothers day is sunday so i'm also about to put a card in the mail for her. yea.
i need to do so many things. this break before my summer classes kinda has me pumped to do it. i have 2 more finals. tomorrow is my nutrition and my supervisory management is on the 9th. gosh i can't wait for this to be over with. june 1st starts the summer classes. my one class is only 4 weeks and the other 3 are 8. ha i'm going to get my ass kicked i think. i only say that because its 16 week classes normally pushed into only a few. ha.
it shall be great.
after i do that stuff i'm going to davey's for the evening. i have class tomorrow at 12 and then work at 4. maybe i'll go in early to make some extra cash. yeaaa.
fuck.
i'll wing it.
ha
yea and........yea..
got drunk last night. first time in a while.
fun as hell.
but blurry.
why do i always feel like i'm the bad guy?
like i did something wrong?
it makes me really upset.
i guess i'm sleeping alone tonight.
i want to call him again.
but i don't want to be annoying.
i hope that he feels bad...as bad as that is for me to say for being raw and kinda cold towards me.
i opened up to you...why can't you open up to me.
i totally need to clean my apartment. it's ridiculous in here. ha. like it's bad. bad.
oh well.
i know where shit is.
ahh i need to go to the bank.
my friday night i'm home. by myself. it's totally cool with me. i'm actually ready to go to bed. but i totally think i'm going to start cleaning. ha..yeaaaaaaaaaaa.
it needs it.
i have a 3.23 gpa as of now. i'm so excited about that. but i stil have a few more tests and my finals and then we'll see what my final gpa is. ha
this summer..i'm taking business ethics, some computer windows xp class, comp 1 and business math.
this fall...accounting 1, computerized keyboarding, intro to business, personal finance, human relations, and business law. i'm excited to start new semesters. yeaaaaaaa.
ballin.
i'm about to cry.
i hate it there.
i'm dreading it so much.
ughh i hope it's not bad.
thanks to the people who don't tip..pieces of shit...thanks for making the rest of us have hell in our life cause we can't pay our bills. fuck you.
i shouldn't worry about bills but i can't help it.
i really want to lose weight. i'm so unhappy with myself but right now, i can't stop thinking about chicken fingers. it's driving me crazy. like the chicken selects from mcdonalds. but i should just have a bowl of cereal.
i don't like this thing called cellulite. damn.
it's so gross.
i'm gross. i don't like my body image. at all. love handels..fat..thunder thighs. ugh gross.
beach in 3 months.
fuck my life.
oh well. i think i just really need to get some sleep. that's probably best for me right now.
so my day so far. it's only 1.
i wake up around 730 to a phone call from my dad. didn't answer. i didn't have to get up for class for another half hour.
so i woke up half and hour later took a shower blah blah..drove to school like crazy cause i thought i was going to be late.
we don't have class.
but the final is next week. freaking great. you stupid teacher.
i come home work on my new puzzle a bit and go to cheesecake factory to turn in my application. well i sit there for 15 minutes before the hostess was like can you come back between the hours of 2 and 4? wtf. why couldn't they talk to me. i was there as soon as they opened. whatever. wtf. but i had to take my practical at 1 for my pro cooking class.
well that isn't happening cause i'm a horrible person.
i was supposed to have class at 12. didn't show up cause i have the notes for the test next week. literally alllllllll the notes. so whatever. i go into my pro cooking teachers office and made up some story that i have to go home to pa so i can't take the final so it's not counting against me now.
i feel horrible.
oh well.
now i'm waiting till about 2:15 to go to cheesecake factory. they better freaking talk to me. ugh.
watch..me skipping my practical probably won't get me the job. oh well. i don't like cooking in that class very much anyway. i'm always being judged..as in graded obviously and i dont like it.
cant wait to see what else i do today. geez.
i still have finals and a few tests. boo. perspectives- final. servsafe- test procooking- 1 test and final exam from book nutrition- final and supervisory- test and final.
god.
so i had a good day.
i hate fridays. we're so dead.
i have an interview sometime this week with the bank. i'll find out tomorrow or tuesday hopefully.
i'm going to the cheesecake factory tomorrow to apply. i'm not making anything anymore at fridays. its so dumb.
i bought a puzzle the other night of new york city. i love it. i'm going to hang it up when i'm done. it's ballin.
ballin's my new word. i'm still white though. ha
davey is amazing. as always.
i'm really looking forward to this summer. i can't wait for it. beach, new jobs, new apartment, new classes. i'm excited.
school is so damn expensive. ugh. i will totally be graduating wiht loans. hard core.
its sunday night and i have no homework. hell freaking yes.
i have class at 9 tomorrow and i'm going to go turn in my cheesecake factory application.
i hope i get the job. it would be so freaking cool! ha.
now that i'm all caught up on other things in my life..i really need to work on cleaning my apartment. haha. it's bad.
i think i might take some of my finals early. i'm so done with school for the semester. ha
i'm going to go work on my puzzle. yeeaaaaa.
i'm going out with my grandpa tomorrow afternoon for lunch. should be an enjoyable afternoon. then a few errands to run as well as register for classes. i tried to do it three days ago but for some reason it wouldn't let me. if it doesn't let me tonight after twelve or tomorro wwhen i wake up i'm going to def be like wtf. ha...so yea. i'll just go down to the student center at school.
i got off of work early tonight. i didn't want to close. i hadn't been sat for an hour and a half and i was like fuck this..i'm leaving. so i did.
i really need to redo my nails.
i'm trying to upload pictures on myspace but it won't let me. gay.
friday i work all day.
saturday i have to practice for my practical test in professional cooking on monday then work at 3:15 and i probably won't get home till like freaking 2.
sunday work at 1030 then out with priya.
there's alot going on this weekend so i better get started getting some other stuff done. blahhh
i feel sick. i just ate an entire thing of cheesecake...blahhh
i have school today in about an hour or so...i have to catch up on a few things so i dont think i'll be staying very long. maybe an hour or so and peace. today we're finishing up our food presentations and doing the last chapter and i really think that at break i'm going to bounce. like i really am getting anxious with school. i just want my two week break before summer classes begin.
so after class i suppose i'll run some errands....then work at 4:15.
i've finally come to a fact....my life never has a break. there is always something going on and something to do. ahh.
i have a million and half things to do. geez. i don't get a break. oh well...i'd rather not have a break then be bored with nothing to do. there just isn't enough time in a day. trying to balance work, school, friends, davey, and family. wow.
i gotta go do a million and half things now..blahh
so fridays is getting really old. i'm sick of the same bullshit day in day out. i ended up making a little over 80 tonight and over 40 this morning. last night i made 130. ahh...oh well. it's a job right? and its money. i'm trying my best to look at it that way.
i'm freaking excited about the new apartment.
my cousin is moving to hawaii.
i'm excited to have tomorrow morning off and sleep in and go to the mall...on a saturday...holy fuck.
i work tomorrow night.
i have off for easter and i'm finally meeting davey's family. i'm so excited. i hope they think good things about me. eh it's me though. i feel like alot of people don't like me. fuck whatever.
this bitch at work today i swear to god was talking about me. i don't like her. her name is steph..she's a host and has the nose of a pig. and her pants are ALWAYS to short. it drives me crazy. f u bitch.
i was so mad when i walked in to work this morning. i got bitched at twice within 15 minutes of being there. god. fuck. i hate my job.
yea. i can't think of much else on my mind.
night.
yea i can. i can't wait for summer
and i really want to grow a garden and i tried planting seeds indoors and they didn't work. stupid.
i work tonight..i hope i make some money. i've been trying to look at work as being positive. the past couple of weeks i've been there i've absoutly dreaded going. like i would sit in my car with tears in my eyes because i didn't want to work at fridays. ahh i still don't really want to but like i said i'm trying really hard to be positive about this. and it makes me very happy that i will NO LONGER be working saturdays at fridays because now i have my catering job. sweeeeeet. and this summer i plan to work hella lots, but i am not going to tell management when i pick up shifts for people because of overtime...god forbid. 2.13 an hour. geez. fuck fridays. i'm there for the money hoe. so yea...and i really need to figure out how much i've even made so far this month and go to the bank. ahh.
priya and i got approved for our apartment today. i'm so beyond excited..like whoa. ha..i forgot to ask about a carport though. shit. and i really need to begin working out. i keep forgetting about it. ha is that bad? i've gained quite the weight. well not really but i feel like a blob..doesn't help that i went to taco bell today but i was hungry as ever.
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